Flaws and I.

Irritants. You know what's irritating? Me. Yup. That's right. As well as the many others out there that find me annoying, they have not to worry, because so do I. But the difference is, I can recognise my own flaws, I don't need someone to point them out to me. When people do point them out to me, I wonder if they ever think, " instead of pointing out someone elses flaws... what don't I concentrate on my own in order to try and make my self a better person?". The problem is here folks is some people are too self absorbed and too full of self importance. Anyway, back onto me! ( haha see what I did there? ;) )
I'm constantly worrying about what others think of me, but after some time to think, I come to a conclusion of screw you, I don't like the way I act sometimes that much as it is, if you don't like me then bugger off.
But yeah, my flaws.
1. I get waaaaaay too easily annoyed at people for minor things, it annoys me that I do that, but I can't help it.
2. I'm a hypocrite who hates hypocrites. ( oh the irony) I do try not to be, but everyone has their braking points.
3. I can't take what I dish out most of the time. Criticism is welcome, but I don't like being wrong.
4. I talk way to much about pointless things and repeat my self.
4. I hate being defeated, so sometimes i'm a tad too competitive when it comes to proving my self right.
5. I let things get the better of me at times, I know I need to learn to let things slide by.
6. I'm one of the bossiest people you will EVER meet. I like to tell people what to do or how to do things, but it doesn't necessarily mean I think I'm right all the time or that I'm controlling, because I'm not.
One thing I can say though apart from all the moaning and complaining I do, is that I try to be a nice person. I'm honest, if I have something to say I will say it, I'm not going to hide behind lies, not matter what the situation. You could trust me. I mean, I would hate to have told someone something in confidence and then they went to their mate " oh don't say anything but..." just for a bit of gossip. So I wouldn't do it my self. EVER. That's a promise. It probably seems like I'm not often in a happy mood. But I am. I like to smile to try and lighten up the moods of others around me, if I'm smiling maybe someone else will. Even if I cry, I do my best to put on a brave face and smile. Just for the plain fact I don't want others worrying about me, I want them to be happy.
I'm not trying to get attention, this is just for people who maybe wanna read what I have to say, or want to know a little bit about me. I don't have a high confidence within my self at time's and I'm not always the best person to be around, but I'm me. As Kurt Kobain once said, " I'd rather be loved for who I am, than hated for who I'm not"  so hAtErZ cAn Go HaTe! <<< naah I'm kidding, I don't speak like that. But seriously to all those who have a problem with me, whether it be on facebook, in person what ever, " erase me from your life" or some shiz like that and oh yeah.... *Sticks middle finger up*.